lugubrious starting

i seems like emo all the days....
tot that today will be a great great great sunday....
but then.... it's just a illusion...

morning....
is a starting....
but not a good starting...

i cant believe u said that i am the worst among all....
wat did i do wrong??
last few years u complained that my result is worse than my siblings...
then now? u said " no improvement.."
these words kinda hurt me...

i know that my temper is bad and hot...
i always quarrel with u...
but i really do love u...
how could u said that i treat u the worst among all the siblings??
tears dropping...
and heart bleeding....